smile me some peace ♥

2011-08-10T11:31:00.000-07:00

Hi. whaddap blog? long time no update. how are you? lol.

ah im not really in the good mood today because of something.

yesterday i skype-ing with my girl, Aniz Mazelan. chatting til dawn. time puasa ani.

chatting chatting chatting, then somehow i dont know wah cemana boleh conversation kami atu sampai ada words 'masturbating'. well i started pulang.

ea tanya aku wah tu if im not mistaken. katanya,"behapa kau?" something like that. then i answered,"masturbating." aku main main wah tu. aku selalu cematu kan? hahaha

lepas tu, entah macamana boleh terlintas di fikiran ku about something. yellow minded wah ku tu time atu.

then i told her pasal relationship tani, berapa tahun sudah bersama. stuff like that la.

then tiba tiba aku macam luan luan yellow, aku tanya ea.

"boleh kah kalau kau send me your picture naked?"

BUDUH JUA TU AKU ATU!

pacah eh. time puasa ku tanya ea cematu? inda buduh mana kan tu? :(

menyesal ku, benar tah.

yatah sampai ani girl ku inda melayan aku. sakit wah hati :'(

aduh. menyesal hantap ku tanya soalan luan buduh cematu atu.

haish, ku text ea arah WA, nada balas.

ku tweet ea, nada ea balas.

inda ku tau sampai bila ea ignore aku.

aku minta maaf pun, entah. minta ampun minta maaf sudah, inda lagi ku tau cemana.

sehati sejiwa sudah ni kami ani. sehidup semati.

nganya inda ku tau apa ea mau selain daripada minta maaf.

I'm sorry wah niz, aku sayang kau like to the max wah. aku bukan sengaja kan tanya kau cematu.

please tah maaf kan tah aku. time puasa ani jua.

kau sayang aku right? maaf kan tah wah. and layan aku macam biasa :'(

rindu ku kan kau. kau lagi kan belayar. berapa bulan sudah kan tani inda jumpa? mau jua ku meliat kau sebelum kau belayar wah. RINDU KAN MATI SUDAH NI! belum lagi ku sedia wah ni kan mati. dosa ku betimbun sudah sampai ke langit. mau jua ku pahala ku sampai ke langit. inda kan dosa nganya.

inda tia stable. haish :'( susah eh.

im sorry wah, i know my fault for being a jerk. nada lagi ku buat cematu tu, pecaya tah. mun ku buat cematu pun, ah tampar aku macam dulu macam kau tampar aku sampai ku menyamal time di ws. ingat?

sakit wah pipi ku kau tampar. muka cemani wah kau tampar ah. bakal saja pipi ku ani untuk kau, bakal saja diri ku ani untuk kau wah. sakit benar pipi ku time atu, ani kau kan sakiti lagi hati ku?

berapa kali sudah kau sakiti aku, cubatah? limpas 10 kan? i know, mesti limpas 10 tu.

and awu, aku pun pernah sakiti kau tapi inda lebih wah.

kau sakiti aku ah, tapi masih jua ku sayang kau. setia berabis sudah ni aku kan kau, seriously.

sampai satu blog ani ku cerita pasal kau. luan luan gila jua sudah tu.

liat blog mu. ada kau cerita pasal aku? well ada tapi inda banyak. paling banyak ah pasal 1D, HP, and other things yang kau obsessed kan.

pasal aku pun, doii ma. sedikit bah, secubit. haish :'(

believe me or not, every night aku liat gambar gambar mu. ku jadi kan lagi profile desktop ku.

tapi kau? hah, nada kali eh.

tapi kalau malam atu tani be text or video call, inda ku meliat tu gambar mu. pasal aku tau sudah kau ada didepan ku. dulu ah, ku dengani kau wah setiap malam. ani bakal saja modem ku melatop.

cuba pikir for awhile, ada kah lelaki yang baik macam aku ani? bukan pulang ku kan ambung. tapi cuba pikir, ada kah lelaki yang buat kau senyum, buat kau gembira, buat kau ketawa, buat kau special, tell you yang kau ani luan luan lawa and stuff. kalau ada, tinggal kan tah aku. cari lelaki lain yang kan sama macam personality ku :'(

2011-06-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

1.13am, monday - 20/6/2011

tak dapat tidur -.-" and esok dah mula sekolah dah. haish, masa berlalu begitu cepat kan? :( tak sedar dah bulan 6. tutup buka tutup buka, boomchikawawa! bulan 12. hahaha apaan.

aku bored la subuh ni. ni la sebab nya aku update blog aku tapi takde seorang pun baca blog ni. nak tau kenapa? bepassword, thats why :3

seperti becakap dengan seorang diri, betul? tak de la, ni kira diary aku yang dah berhabuk.

aku baca semua post ku dalam blog ni. hahaha rindu eh :') banyak kenangan blog ani jua.

mostly blog ni about kisah cinta aku ah, aniz M!

aku sayang, cinta kat dia like berabis. dari 2009 til now 2011. lama tu bro!

obsessed gila aku kat dia., betol, tak tipu o.O

tak sabar nak nikah/khawin dengan dia. haish, 10 tahun lagi beb :(

nak dapat anak kembar, kalau tak kembar pun, 1 laki 1 pompuan pun dah cukup.

kain perkhawin kita nanti, um aniz kata dia nak warna.. hitam kot. unique sikit. awal nak gold, tapi tu macam kerabat di raja pulak. nampak kaya sangat, kan?

stick warna hitam je la, or gold hitam pun nampak menarik. antam saja tia, janji aku dan dia bersama <3 eseh :D

mak dia kata, kalau nak bersuami mesti punya kerja tetap. tu nanti la ku fikir in the future, kerja apa aku nak. asal gaji mesti tinggi, 1000 ke atas la :)

oh yea, you know what. aku save wah my convo with aniz dari 2009 til now. kalau di baca balik, cali wah. hahahaha! ketawa jua oleh nya. LOL! bukan inda pacah aku sama ea atu dulu.

awal awal aku add dia kat facebook. dah la aku ni strangers, dia accept gak friend request aku. haha my luck la tu.

then aku bawa dia bekawan. aku tengok display picture dia, Mashaallah! cantik gilaa. hitam manis yo. kira like cinta pandang petama la melalui internet. hahaha

and then, aku pun tak tau la macamana aku boleh jatuh cinta kat dia.

sampai sekarang :)

aniz ni muda sangat, aku ni kira tak berapa muda tak berapa tua. apaan, aku teenagers time atu :D

aku ajak dia bejumpa kat Mall Gadong sebab tempat tu je budak teenagers lepak/jalan jalan... sampai skang o.O

pertama kali bertemu, aku tengok badan dia pendek :3 tapi comel, sesuai la untuk aku. haha tengok muka dia pulak, macam india >.< hitam manisss, aku sukee! makin aku jatuh cinta kat dia.

tapi masalahnya, aku inda tau wah mengapa aku jatuh cinta arah ea.. pelik.

ah sampai sini je la, malas nak cite panjang panjang. inda jua kena baca, buang energy saja.

k thx bye! apaan cala. well, ty if you reading this. goodnight and sleepwell <3

2011-05-03T05:00:00.000-07:00

HAA :')

2011-04-12T09:29:00.000-07:00

Nobody tells fish to swim, birds to fly, cows to moo, dogs to bark - they just do. Just like nobody tells me to remember you. I just do!

They can recycle paper till it's as good as new, reproduce cans and jars and old bottles too, but they can never recycle another person as wonderful as you.

I wish my eyes could speak what my heart feels for you, coz my lips can lie on what is true. My eyes couldn't coz even if I close them I could still see you.

I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on, my ears to listen to, my hand for you to hold, my feet to walk with you, but I can't lend you my heart coz it already belongs to you.

Life may sometimes be a rough road to walk on where everything seems wrong. But don't give up. Just go on coz when you think you're all alone, look back and you'll find me walking along.

I will walk with you side by side for only one condition: hide your wings every time we walk together because the whole world might know that you're my angel.

Great minds contain ideas, solutions and reasons; scientific minds contain formulas, theories and figures; my mind contains only you.

If I could change the alphabet, I would put U and I together.

I wish I'd be a tear in your eye to roll down your cheek and end up with your lips but I never wish you'd be a tear in my eye for I would lose you every time I cry.

When it rains, you don't see the sun, but it's there. Hope we can be like that. We don't always see each other, but we will always be there for one another.

Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life. But I'd rather be your moon, so I can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun isn't around.

Ah-- I forgot your name. Can I call you mine? And, in case you forget my name too, call me yours!

If kisses were water, I'd give you the ocean. If hugs were leaves, I'd give you a forest. If love were space, I'd give you a galaxy. If friendship were life, I'd give you mine for free.

Roses are red, violets are blue. I am waiting to hear from a cute girl like you.

To forget you is hard to do and to forget me is up to you. Forget me not, forget me never. Forget this text, but not the sender.

2011-03-30T09:25:00.000-07:00

hello! i have a girl named siti munawah @ munaa dicaprio.

officially broke my heart to pieces.

awal awal bukan main, setia lah, itu lah ini lah.

samaa juaa -.-"

maybe this is karma kali wah, hm walau apa pun..

sabo je lah! hahahaha line si hawi, soo lame.

well, shes having an affair with hawi at school. LOL!

shes cheating on me but aku sabaar :')

sabar adalah separuh dari iman. right?

aku ani benarnya menunggu kata putus from her. i cant take it anymore!

bebalik sudah ea sakit kan aku, but aku rela juaa.

why bukan aku saja putusi? noo, aku tak tegaa :(

aku mana pandai putusi pompuan, selalu nya diorang yang putusi.

aku tau ikut cakap je. macam patung, ha!

cali ah? tu lah tanda kasih sayang :D eseh.

atu, my plan.. kalau my girl putusi aku. aku goback with aniz :)

i love my ex sampai anii! shes ABCDEFGH - Awesome, Beautiful, Cool, Diligence, Educated, Famous, Good, HOT!

shes my everything, ea dengani aku every night. kalau aku nada mood, ea cheer me up.

understanding lah, thats why i sukee.

tapi dalam fikiran ku, kalau ku goback sama ea..

mau ea terima aku balik kah tu? keadaan mungkin tidak berubah.

macam.. ea putusi aku because tak tahan dengan aku. aku inda bercredit, tak layan ea like 24hours, etc.

tapi semua atu tak pernah kan berubah cinta ku arah ea.

yatah, kalau aku goback sama ea. keadaan mungkin sama jua tu, right?

LOL. i guess thats all then. i wrote this pasal aku bored. aniz inda layan aku today pasal blackout rumah nya, kali lah. not sure.

any my girl.. antah lah. kejap adaa, kejap nada. -.-"

2011-03-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

i want this all for my birthday this year 2011! lawa ah :3

2011-01-17T10:34:00.000-08:00

updating..

guys, you already seen some sweet, romantic, cute couple out there. a guy give to his girl flowers, chocolates and some other stuff. if you havent, then you should go out.

what if, just if, your lover dump you? you really love this person, you need this person, you cant even live without this person but one day, your lover give you a message asking for a break up. hurts like hell right? but nauzubillah.

yeah i feel the same too. mahn, i truly love this girl. ive been dumped 3 times by her. sakit wah tuu, ouch!

like, entah lah. i guess shes bored being with me. tapi tak apa lah. i am who i am.

you know, i stay in my room and havent go out with my friends like a week? i guess. waiting for her to text me while she wait for mine. like apakan? shes the one yang busy with school and friends. patut kah ea menunggu text ku? lol. epic, im lying around all day here. play online game with strangers out there. yeah, it sucks.

bored? i know. everyday i wake up, eat, play games, waiting for her and and go to sleep. thats all i do in the past few weeks. its holiday, i got nothing to do. fml

things working out pretty well in 2010, but not in 2011. this year is killing me, pwned me :'( i dont know why, i just feel this year like, entah lah. fucked up? if i have the power wah, i would stay in 2010. i dont wanna leave 2010. too much memories. god!

2011, bulan satu sudah kena dumped. pertengahan bulan satu.

haish -.-" sakit sakit.

fever possessed me the day before she dumped me. im sick, headache, weak, running nose, tired, heartache and cant even breathe properly til now. dontchu think its a sign? yeah and im typing at 3 in the morning. biasa pulang sudah tidur akhir, lol. i got bored all the time

shes happy with her friends, go out together having fun. and we didnt meet each other like months. im okay with it even if shes hanging with some dude, i dont mind. i told her bring me if she hanging out but she didnt.

and she need some space. lol i gave her too much space, still not enough? pfft.

now you decided to leave me, moving on. i bet you can have any man you want.

is it merugi kan kah if you lover is faithful to you, loyal, honest like me? bukan pulang ambung but its true. since me and her together, i never cheat on her, never.

now she breaking up with me, i dont what to do. im totally blank.

dengan siapa lagi ku chatting selain ea? you know, aku ignore all my contact who texted me just for her. til now nada seorang pun yang cuba text aku. ea nganya dengan ku bechat.

dengan siapa ku kan bemanja, sweet talk selain ea? nada wah. rindu ku kan si aniz :'(

yeah things change, everything is change. entah lah, just hope shes happy with her brand new life. yeah. now im just like a statue, you dump me whenever you want without thinking. all i can do is looking at her best pictures to remove the pain inside waitng for you to come back.

p.s

xx. i love you so much .xx

SHSHMS.

2010-12-18T12:41:00.001-08:00

wanita menarik LELAKI ke neraka jika-

Betapa hebatnya daya pikat dan tarikan wanita, bukan saja di dunia. Namun di akhirat pun demikian, maka kaum lelaki yang bergelar ayah, suami, abang, atau anak harus memainkan peranan mereka dengan sungguh- sungguh. Seorang wanita itu apabila di yaumil akhirat nanti akan menarik empat golongan lelaki bersamanya ke dalam neraka.

Tulisan ini bukan untuk merendahkan wanita, tetapi sebaliknya supaya kaum lelaki memainkan peranannya sesuai hak dan seksama, serta berwaspada akan tanggung jawab yang dipikul di dunia!

"Ayahnya"

- Apabila seseorang yg bergelar ayah tidak memperdulikan anak-anak perempuannya di dunia.Dia tidak memberikan segala keperluan agama seperti mengajar solat, mengaji, dan sebagainya. Dia membiarkan anak-anak perempuannya tidak menutup aurat. Tidak cukup hanya memberi kemewahan dunia saja maka dia akan ditarik ke neraka oleh anaknya

"Suaminya"

- Apabila sang suami tidak memperdulikan tindak tanduk isterinya. Bergaul bebas di luar rumah,menghias diri bukan untuk suami tapi untuk pandangan kaum lelaki yang bukan muhrim. Apabila suami berdiam diri walaupun dia seorang alim, misalkan solat tidak lalai, puasa tidak tinggal, maka dia akan turut ditarik oleh isterinya kelak.

"Abangnya"

- Apabila ayahnya sudah tiada, tanggung jawab menjaga wanita jatuh ke pundak abang-abangnya.Jikalau mereka hanya mementingkan keluarganya saja, sementara adik perempuannya dibiarkan melencong dari ajaran Islam, tunggulah tarikan sang adik wanita diakhirat nanti.

"Anak lelakinya"

- Apabila seorang anak tidak menasihati ibu perihal tindak-tanduk yang menyimpang dariIslam. Bila ibu membuat kemungkaran pengumpat, bergunjing, dan lain sebagainya makaanak lelaki itu akan ikut di tanya serta diminta pertangungjawabkannya di akhirat kelak.

SUNGGUH KUAT KUASA WANITA INI.

"HAI ANAK ADAM PERIHARALAH DIRI KAMU SERTA AHLIMU DARI API NERAKA, DIMANA BAHAN PEMBAKARNYA IALAH MANUSIA DAN BATU-BATU..... "

"Hai wanita, kasihankan ayah anda, suami anda, abang- abang anda serta anak-anak lelaki anda...kesiankanlah mereka dan diri kamu sendiri jalankan perintah ALLAH S.W.T. dengan bersungguh-sungguh.."

2010-12-17T12:49:00.000-08:00

You and me are two different people and i wish it would stop

because

i'm living to die and dieing to live but it doesnt mean a thing to me

until I have you.

I felt so good when I'm with you

you made me feel

like the world to hear i am your favorite and the best you ever had

you were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere

we'd chat on msn for hours

and everytime we kissed it felt like i was dreaming

love felt like heaven when I'm with you

i miss you soo much

and i wish you were here

i just want you to know that

you won't loose my love because

i love you ever since the day i met you

and to me

you are the WORLD

2010-12-17T12:41:00.000-08:00

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life .

2010-11-09T10:02:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU NIZ!

ahahahaha sorry, malu ku cakap rah msn. sini saja k :)

2010-11-09T10:00:00.000-08:00

2010-11-08T08:53:00.000-08:00

Every single day,

i fell in love with you over and over

and i don't think it would end.

at first i thought we will unite together 'til eternity

but then i realize

you feelings for me

fade away slowly

bit by bit

'til it vanish

gone and can't stay

just like the blow of the wind.

you parted my heart

and left behind scars that can't heal

why won't you understand?

i really need you

just like a bird

need it wings to fly

just like guitar

need it strings to make it sound

just like plants

need water to grow

but now you leaving me

you dumped me

without telling me

how am i suppose to fly when my wings are gone?

how am i suppose to play the guitar when the strings are gone?

how can i make the plants grow when the water is gone?

and..

how am i suppose to live when you're leaving me alone?

take me back

please

i had enough

suffering from the pain

you gave.

eyohh apaan, broken! ahahaahaaha

2010-07-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

YEAH BABY! exam's over. grrr!

i'm free. i can go lepak again 'till subuh, jalan jalan 'till letih. ahahaha!

menunggu O'level exam lagi, pfft. heho

eh aku menunggu 10.8.2010! batah lagi ah :( aku wah inda tahan single, apaan.

bah fy?

2010-07-25T10:41:00.000-07:00

daripada Rubaiyi bintu Muauwizin menceritakan," bahawasa nya kami orang orang perempuan pernah keluar berperang bersama sama Rasullulah SAW, memberi minum kepada bala tentera, memberi khidmat kami kepada mereka dan membawa pulang orang orang yang tercedera dan terbunuh ke negeri madinah".

hadis riwayat Al-Bokhari

2010-07-25T10:19:00.000-07:00

Rasullullah SAW bersabda;

"hendaklah kamu menyenang nyenang kan dan jangan lah kamu penyusah nyusah kan serta hendaklah kamu menghibur hibur kan dan jangan lah kamu menakut nakutkan" hadis riwayat Al-Bokhari.

dasar dasar am nya;

terbahagi kepaada 4 iaitu

1. dasar sedikit sedikit dan beransur ansur

2.dasar berjimat cermat dalam perundagan

3.dasar mudah dan ringan

4.dasar kepentingan manusia

pilih 2 daripada dasar di atas dan terangkan.

1.dasar sedikit sedikit dan beransur ansur

- Allah menurun kan ugama islam secara sekali gus tetapi ianya di turun kan secara sedikit sedikit dan beransur ansur iaitu selama 22 tahun 2 bulan 22 hari mengikut keadaan dan sebab sebab yang di perlu kan oleh sesuatu kejadian

3.dasar mudah dan ringan

- semua hukum dan undang undang yang di susun oleh islam tujuannya untuk kemudahan dan keringanan orang orang islam.

Rasullulah SAW bersabda;

"dari Imran Bin Husainin radhi Allahuan huma berkata:ada seorang lelaki bertanya, wahai rasullulah, adakah boleh di kenali penghuni penghuni syurga dengan penghuni penghuni neraka? Rasullulah menjawab: ya. lelaki itu bertanya lagi, dari yang demikian, mengapakah manusia berkerja? Rasullulah SAW menjawab, tiap tiap manusia yang melakukan sesuatu perkerjaan mengikut apa yang telah di jadikan atau apa yang telah di mudahkan baginya." hadis riwayat Al-Bokhari.

ahahahahaaha! aku exam esok, irk2. so, ani apa yang aku telah ingat for Hadith. alum lagi tauhid tuu :D

2010-07-22T01:16:00.000-07:00

awak dah berubah, ye lah dulu awak player, awak sendiri pun mengakun tetapi aku tak pernah jumpa pompuan yang 99% setia sperti awak. ceh! apaan -.-" apaadaaa? boring ku.

2010-07-17T12:38:00.000-07:00

i'm bored, aniz ku nadaa :( wireless adapter nya melatup bagas temparik, huhu. rindu ku chatting sama ea.

eh kamu minat the ready set? rugged rugged lagu nya. ahahahaha baik tah kamu dengar :D

he is we pun rugged lagu lagu nya. well, si nana pulang tu bagitau aku pasal band ani. ahahaha apaan. 2 orang nganya dalam band nya, guitarist sama singer. lol

2010-07-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

party, party, party, party, party, party, party, party, party!

ahahaha apaan. i wanna go party! tapi di mana eii? antah aku pun nada tau :S

eh mana kan si aniz ani? batah jua kamu gathering anii, boy mu menunggu kau dari tadi ah. ishh bored eh.

eh tadi petang wah, aku sama Qawiy smoke break. ea bawa aku rah kadai dalam. cuaca lagi kan hujan. hahaha sigup sigup sigup, then hujaaan. (aniz ku marah ni kalau ea baca, ea mana suka ku sigup) betemparik lagi apa tuu -.-"

so kami pun balik after sigup beberapa batang. lebat yo, bunyi guruh nya bukan calang calang bunyi. sakit jua telinga mendengar. onmyway perjalan balik, kesejukkan ku -.-" antah kenapa. si Qawiy ani nada jua terasa sejuk. aku pun heran eh, you know kalau aku sejuk ah tangan ku gatal gatal. selalu tu kalau terasa sejuk, datang tia penyakit gatal gatal. maybe allergic kali wah ah? allergic kan sejuk tapi mustahil eh -.-" malas lah nak pikir.

sayang kau niz :D

2010-07-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

kerdil :D ahahahhaha! buntak banar jua eh kau anii, kerdil kerdil.

ani RANGKA! hahahhaha bideee. nada lah niz, kalau kau rangka pun. badan mu masih jua maintain. and aku sayang kau jua tu masih. lol love ya :)

2010-07-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE FUCK! niz, apesal dia ada baju sama macam aku? :S bis bang juaaa.

ahahahaha pacah ehh, bidee lagi posing nya anii. kan mati :D

kau curang rah ku niz ah :( kau bagi baju ni rah ku, rah ea jua. huhu inda apa. apaan

bidee ehh, benci ku melait gambar nya ani.

2010-07-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

heii what's up? ahahaha apaan.

eh tadi di sekolah, time CCA orang choir buat persembahan. cali eh, ahahaha. aku ambil choir jua tapi aku inda ikut persembahan. mun aku ikut, menangis kali eh siapa mendengar suara ku ah :D hahaha

1st time pulang tu SMJA choir buat persembahan di SMJA, lol.

eh minggu depan aku periksa :( belum lagi ready. pfft, antah lah. makin hari makin malas. dulu kan aku top 10, ani antah. badigol eh

EH, boring ku single ani eh. lain rasanya, ahahaha! sejak putus sama kedia, macam hancur wah setengah badan ku ah. eyooohh apaan, jiwang lah. hahaha

rindu ku si Aniz M ah! nak goback sama ea, tapi ea belum ready or ea nada mau aku kali lagi. kau sayang aku kah niz? ish, ani kan aku setia berabis arah kau, huhu. aku tanya ea wah, mau goback inda. belum ea jawab soalan ku :S inda apa lah.

eh baru ku ingat, time aku single ani jua. mencari ku bini bini, dapat pulang sudah. lawa tu, lawa lah jua tapi lawa lagi si aniz lah. ahahhaha kawan ku punya girlfriend pulang tu, pacah. tapi malas ku bagitau ea, karang inda tia ea melayan aku, apaan. astee, curang kau ani min eh. ahahaha sekali sekala bah ah, time single ani juaa. nada lah, malas ku ingau. baik lagi ku sama si aniz tuu.

"WUI NIZ, aku sayang kauu! rindu ku berabis kan kauu. ahahaha be mine lagi eh, please please? jangan cari lelaki lain ah? rindu ku bemessage sama kau ah, hug kau, cium kau. apa lagi, semua lah tentang kau" :D

ahahhaaha bah eh, fy? and i still love you niz.

2010-07-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

GERMANY BABY!

tak tau lah nak update apa. ahahaha ni ex ku mau aku update, so ni je lah. aku minat germany :D

bagaimana pulak ngan kamu semua? heho

2010-06-16T04:10:00.001-07:00

mudahan tah kau sampai dengan selamat sana babe! ♥

2010-06-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

fuck fuck fuck :'(

i don't know why i'm crying right now.

i just wanna meet you before you go, thats all. but unfortunately aku nada transport.

why i'm the one yang malang saja kan? bullshit!

babe, i just can't chill. antah why i'm acting like this :'(

i know you're not leaving me forever but aku takut oneday you will.

aku takut mama will change her mind untuk stay there like 1 month or 2.

and if that happen, cemana tani jumpa?

i'm afraid if you meet a guy, better than me di sana. sampai kau jatuh cinta.

then you leave me for good :'( manatauu

eh i'm crying like baby!

ada kah ini dugaan yang kau berikan pada aku :"(

and this fucking sad song make me cry even more!

diam tah kau ehh

2010-06-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

heii blog, sorry tak update kau. i'm really sorry, busy with something but now, i kinda need you.

soo, today is the day my girl leave brunei.. and me.

sedih tapi tak pe, i know she will miss me and i miss her too.

i know that this blog's sucks, nobody will read this. but i hope you will read this niz.

only god knows how much i love you. huhu i fucking love you so damn much! :(

4 days without you, antah i don't know if i can stand this. i don't even know why i miss you this badly.

i guess i'm afraid that you will leave me forever.

every night, before i go to sleep. i think about you, bout us. wondering if we still be together till the end of time.

do you know that dear?

sometimes i smile thinking bout the past when we together, ahaha i know i'm weird. and sometimes bila aku rindu kau, (well kinda embarrassing) i sing a song for you, depan ceramin. ahahaha!

"heho" :')

baby, bout the message you sent to me, thats okay. you don't have to say sorry so many times.

sekali pun dah cukup. i'm not like you :') lol

sometimes i wonder why teenagers like us payah bejumpa. but in country lain like america, yang independent sudah, teenagers nya bejumpa that easily. maybe cause of our races kali or our religion. antah lah, english ku pun dah error.

baby, before you go to kl. meet me. i'll be there in airport to meet you. just wait (K) maybe i give you a message, or jadi surprise kah saja.

huh, bagaimana kah usul ku lagi tanpa kau babe. have fun sana ah sayang, don't cheat on me.

i'm sorry if i've done something wrong eii?

ek, sayaang! aku rindu kauuu :'( aku sayang kau sesangat, terlampau lebih, ha.

mahn, feel like crying. ha!

time tu i asked you if you're free kah inda, but you said inda cause shooting.

banarnya aku kan bawa kau tengok wayang cerita legenda budak setan. i really wanna watch that with you.

and cerita adamaya. macam siuk if we watch it together.

and karate kid, siuk kah? my friend cakap siuk. aku kan liat atu juaa

this thursday aku tidur tutong till sunday, without wireless. so i go online maybe using my phone or someone else. my credit mansuh, shiz =.='

minggu ani, macam susah lah aku nak contact kau. pfft, payah ehh!

sayang, i wish tani boleh khawin awal so we can be together :')

i wanna stay with you even in the worse situation. huhu

if aku kaya kan senang, ke sana ke mari, with you. life will be easy.

but i'm just an ordinary boy just like teenagers out there. apaan

i want you to remember this, and don't even try to forget this that i really love you more than anything in this world! more than myself. do remember that. i know i can't say "i love you" every single day so i want you to remember. even if i die before you, i will always love you. i just want you to be happy and live life to the fullest :') (K)

so i guess thats it. blog, i think aku tak ada lagi nak di cakapi. so, bye then. smile me some peace! :'D

2010-06-10T23:43:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! :D

sorry inda beupdate, aku jarang makai lappy ah. aniz ni suruh ku update, ha.

apa baik ah kan di gitau ani? lol

later aku makan sama family, and karang jua aku fishing. makan petang, fishing malam. tapi insyaallah sempat lah fishing ah.

and time tu aku jalan sama aniz. siuk! tapi si buntak ngancau :S

kerdil jua banar. heho. aku rindu kau niz. kau inda rindu aku? ahahaha apaan.

atu saja lah ah babe? malas ku kan update lagi ah. sorry? ahahaha bah

2010-06-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

aku sayang kau berabis niz :D

2010-05-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

1. I can be myself when I'm with you.
2. You fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.
3. You love me even with all my faults.
4. You are so beautiful to me.
5. I don't have to vacuum before you come over.

6. You're never boring.
7. Even when I'm grumpy, you still like me.
8. You let me give you a detailed description of how I spent my day.
9. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
10. We both know that together we can work out anything.

11. You never make fun of me, even when I look like a clown.
12. Because you make me feel like I've never felt before.
13. I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.
14. You never say, "Are you going to tell that story AGAIN?"
15. We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.

16. You're the light in my life, you're the inspiration.
17. When you hold me tight, everything becomes alright.
18. I love sharing rainbow walks with you.
19. You always seem to know when things aren't going great.
20. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive.

21. You never intimidate me.
22. You know how to bring a smile to my face.
23. You're always on my side.
24. We can talk over the telephone for hours together even if I've seen you the day before.
25. You're so dependable and trustworthy.

26. When I need to cry, you lend me a shoulder and a tissue.
27. When I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter.
28. 'Coz a smile from you can chase away all the blues.
29. When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.
30. You and me together...we can make magic.

31. When you're around, everything's fun.
32. We're a perfect match.
33. We both really can't do without each other.
34. Thinking of you add a wonderful touch of love to my every day.
35. You've taught me the meaning of love and sharing. Our world is more complete because of it.

36. You understand me...even when I'm sobbing.
37. Every moment spent with you is one filled with fun.
38. Your idea of a big night out is just the two of us.
39. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.
40. With you I feel, as if in a single lifetime, I have known the joy of a thousand years.

41. You at least pretend you're going to do what I suggest.
42. You never give up on me and that's what keeps me going.
43. You're as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.
44. You're simply irresistible.
45. Sometimes you call just because you're thinking about me.

46. I can feel it, in the warmth of your touch, 'cause it touches my heart and soul.
47. For your sensitivity and support.
48. I love your smile...I really do...:)
49. Your terrific sense of humor...you know how to make me laugh.
50. I love you because you bring out the best in me.

51. You never get mad at me...even when I drive you up the wall.
52. 'Coz you're amazing, dazzling, and extra nice.
53. You understand if I forget something worth remembering.
54. In the story of my life, the best chapters are filled with you.
55. You always know just how to spoil me.

56. You're a good sport even when I'm not.
57. Every heartbeat belongs to you.
58. It's in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.
59. Every time I look at you my heart misses a beat.
60. Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.

61. You're the one who holds the key to my heart.
62. I like sharing crazy times with you because you add the spice to my life.
63. When we're together, time just comes to a halt.
64. You can read my innermost thoughts.
65. Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.

66. You bring to me joy beyond measure.
67. Your idea of fun is laughing really hard and playing practical jokes.
68. You never snore while I'm talking to you.
69. Honey, you're that someone who makes happiness happen.
70. I feel so at ease in your arms.

71. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.
72. Since the day you came into my life, everything's perfect.
73. We share the right kind of love.
74. You always say what I need to hear.
75. All I need to do is look at you and....

76. You're cool--no matter what the time, no matter what the place.
77. All the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.
78. I want to stay forever with you.
79. I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.
80. You've taught me the meaning of love.

81. The softness of your voice is like satin on my soul.
82. You're so cuddlesome.
83. I love all the ways you give.
84. I just can't imagine being me without you.
85. You're my anchor in life's ocean and most of all, you're my best friend.

86. You're always on my mind. I just can't do without you.
87. Just a touch...and I lose my heart all over again.
88. You've seen me at my worst and you still love me.
89. You're so magnetic...I just keep coming back to you.
90. Love is what you mean to me...and you mean everything.

91. You are my theme for a dream.
92. You're someone I can be goofy with.
93. I enjoy being with you.
94. You'd give up your favorite pastime to be with me.
95. I can ask you a dumb question without feeling dumb.

96. Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.
97. You excite me, delight me, ignite me.
98. You know all my secrets...and keep them.
99. You're too hot to handle.
100. I've had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.

101. There are endless reasons why I love you but the most important is...darling, knowing you is loving you.

2010-04-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

Keluarga Miskin.

Di sebuah sekolah, ada seorang anak dari keluarga kaya yang terkenal di minta oleh gurunya menulis karangan tentang sebuah keluarga miskin. beginilah karangan yang di tulisnya...

"Pada zaman dahulu kala ada sebuah keluarga yang miskin. di mana ibunya miskin, ayahnya miskin, anak anaknya miskin. oran kajinya miskin, pemandunya miskin. tukang kebunnya miskin, pengawal rumahnya miskin. baby sitternya miskin. semuanya miskin miskin."

2010-04-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

Kek Hari Jadi :D

seorang lelaki telah pergi ke sebuah kedai kek untuk memesan sebiji kek sempena hari jadi isterinya.

"apa yang hendak di tulis pada kek ulang tahun ini, encik?" tanya si gadis manis yang bertugas di kaunter kepada lelaki itu.

"Mmm, tulis saja 'sayang tidak bertambah tua' di bahagian atas, kemudian sambung dengan 'sayang cuma bertambah cantik ' di bahagian bawah," kata lelaki itu.

esoknya, lelaki itu datang mengambil kek yang di tempahnya itu dan terus membawa pulang ke rumah untuk di persembahkan kepada isterinya yang tersayang di hadapan tetamu tetamu yang lain. dan ketika kek itu di buka di depan isteri dan tetamu undangan yang lain, lelaki itu setengah pengsan ketika membaca tulisan yang tertera di kek itu:

"SAYANG BERTAMBAH TUA DI BAHAGIAN ATAS, SAYANG CUMA TIDAK BERTAMBAH CANTIK DI BAHAGIAN BAWAH."

2010-04-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

I'm sowey babe, mwahzxx!

ada seorang gadis bandar yang English nya speaking kapal..

suatu hari terlanggar seorang pelancong Amerika ketika berjalan jalan di Mall.

Gadis: i'm sorry

pelancong: i'm sorry too

si gadis kelihatan bingung kerana tidak faham apa yang diperkatakan oleh pelancong itu. dia meneka neka dan terus menjawab..

gadis: I'm sorry. three

pelancong: what are you sorry for?

Gadis: i'm sorry. five

apaan -.-"

2010-04-24T08:32:00.000-07:00

cerita seram o.O

last week kawan ku ni balik lewat kerana nak ensure that servers & PCs di office dia tak kena attack oleh CIH virus. dia pulang dari pejabat kira kira pukul 11.00 malam. dia bekeja di tingkat 8 bagunan itu dan hendak turun ke groundfloor. bila dia masuk lift dia tekan G, lift tu tak turun malahan naik dan berhenti di tingkat 35(tinggi gila tuu).

bila sampai tingkat 35 pintu lift itu terbuka dan masuk lah seorang gadis yang amat jelita. dia tak pernah lihat gadis sejelita itu. kulitnya putih macam paper dan rambutnya ikar mayang serta berbau sangat wangi. kawan ku ini berdiri dekat dengan pintu lift dan gadis tu pulak berdiri di belakangnya. sejurus kemudian lift tu pun turun.

ketika lift tu sedang turun, kawan ku ni menikmatilah bau wangi gadis itu tetapi tidak lama kemudian lift itu berhenti dan lampu pun padam kerana black-out. dia pun meraba-raba mencari butang lonceng kecemasan lift tu. ketika dia sedang meraba raba, tiba tiba dia terhidu suatu bau yang barigalie dan amat busuk.

dalam kegelapan itu kawan ku tefikir macam macam yang amat menyeramkan sehingga ke seluruh bulu roma di badannya berdiri(dia ni suka menonton aksi seram).

lututnya pun lemah dan berbagai perkara bergeligar di otaknya. teringat dia akan keluarganya di rumah dan sebagainya. peluh di badan pun mula keluar dan kepala pun berpinar terasa akan pitam. bau busuk itu masih ada. dalam kegelapan dan kesunyian itu dia rasa masa berjalan amat lambat sekali.

tiba tiba lampu bernyala kembali dan lift pun berjalan semula menuju ke ground floor. dengan rasa penuh cemas dan takut dia menoleh ke belakang untuk melihat sama ada lembaga itu masih ada atau tidak. rupa rupanya gadis itu masih ada dan kali ni gadis itu tersenyum lebar padanya hingga ternampak gigi yang amat cantik sambil berkata...

"i'm sorry, tadi i terkentut."

2010-04-24T08:23:00.001-07:00

Pak Pandir.

nak di jadikan cerita, suatu hari Pak Pandir melalui satu lorong yang kecil semasa hendak pulang ke rumahnya. entah macamana, di tengah perjalannya tadi dia terjumpa seketul tahi yang masih panas. tapi dia masih ragu ragu sama ada betul ke benda yang dia jumpa tu seketul tahi. oleh kerana kemusykilan yang teramat sangat tuu, Pak Pandir ambil keputusan untuk mengkaji sampel najis berkenaan.

dia tengok dengan lebih dekat tahi tersebut lalu dia berkata,"bentuk macam taik."

lepas tu dia pegang pulak tahi tu, lalu dia berkata,"lembik.. macam taik."

lepas tu dia ambik sikit tahi tu lalu dia hidu tahi tu, lepas tu dia berkata,"bau macam taik."

oleh kerana Pak Pandir ni masih ragu ragu dengan tahi tu lalu dia pun mengambil keputusan untuk menjilat sedikit tahi tersebut. sebaik saja dia menjilat tahi berkenaan dia pun menjerit..

"MEMANG TAIK! NASIB BAIK AKU TAK TERPIJAK!!"

2010-04-23T08:26:00.001-07:00

i cut my hair tadi and cemani usulku. so hows my hair? bidee? i know -.-" pendek ah, biasanya panjang.

mahn, i sure miss my old long hair. ghe

so anyway, i fell in love with this pictures di bawah :D

lawa tak? i know and bepunya dah. maaf lah ye, saya punya :) berusaha lagi lah ye cari yang lebih cantik dari yang nii. hehehe

2010-04-23T08:04:00.000-07:00

shiz, i think my girl menyamal. aiyo, i'm not really good in mujuk orang, ha.

anyway aniz, sorry sorry strawberry cause inda layan kau tadi ~,~

yea seriously aku sibuk tadi pasal esok and 'bout usin atu. i hope you understand and..

i read your personal message, guess it was referring to me, kan? yea sure you can hit me berapa saja, i don't really mind. once again, sorry eii? i love you berabis niz. i hope you read this *peace

jangan marah ah babe, cepat tua karang :D (K)

sorry once more, aku atu kan message kau but nada credit. kan mujuk kau rah message, takut aku nada kana layan. well, mau inda mau dari sini saja. i know you still awake and kau lawaaa (i don't know why i say that) -.-"

so yeah, cheer up eii? tak de niat pun nak buat awak cam ni hah. cinta awak sangat sangat (L)

2010-04-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

aku ada cerita wah. banyak ni cerita ku nii, betimbun. tapi cerita ku ani buat orang ketawa sampai ke tahap maxima. aahaha apaan, lmao.

okay ceritanya bermula..

ada this girl namanya suria. suria ani pergi interview keraja sebagai setiausaha. bila pengurus ani nampak si suria ani dengan pakaian yang inda smart sama rambutnya yang berwarna emas,putih,merah atu, becakap tia dalam hatinya ani," dia ni mau pergi interview ke mau pergi kelab?"

tapi apa-apa pun suria paksa jua kena interview. jadi dia pun tanya lah suria..

"Kalau awak dapat buat ayat dalam bahasa Inggeris dengan menggunakan perkataan yang saya bagi, saya rasa awak ada peluang untuk kerja ni! perkataanya ialah GREEN, PINK, YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE, PURPLE, dan BLACK."

jadi suria pun berfikir sekejap dan kemudian menjawab..

"I hear the phone GREEN, GREEN, GREEN.. then i go and PINK up the phone, i say YELLOW.. BLUE's that? WHITE did you say? aiya..! wrong number la. Don't PURPLEy disturb people and don't call BLACK, ok? TQ."

pengurus pun -.-" lalu pengsan.

2010-04-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

uww, girl ku moody today. kesiaann, i love you niz :)

mahn, sorry haven't update this blog for awhile. sibuk ku begay sama si aniz, ha.

well, her wallet kana curi tadi plus.. eh, i don't wanna talk 'bout it. betambah marah ea nanti and i tak suka tu bila dia naik darah. nampak tu api menjilat mukanya, apaan.

soo kesian lah. cheer up lah niz eii?

eh aku tadi ke klinik, eh hospital kah. eh apaan. yang penting rumah sakit lah.

aku ada penyakit kulit fyi cause tadi petang si aniz cium aku rah pipi and bila aku balik around 6 plus,

purple pipi ku ah. gila jua tuu o.O inda kamu takut kah tuu? bebisa banar ciumannya ah.

nada dih :D gila juaaa pasal cium pun datang penyakit, baik matii.

tapi banar lah aku ada penyakit kulit. lamaaaa dah ku simpan ni penyakit ah till now. jinak bah ea rah ku. kali ani mati tah kau nah,. prepare to die! *phew phew phew. nah mati eh, bari pistol air. bidee

2010-04-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

SHS! aku goback sama ea :D

anyway, my classmate asked me apa ertinya 'shs'. well hampir semua class atu lah betanya.

tapi aku jawab, shs ani ; "suck her, shit". ahahhaha!

banyak lah orang inda pecaya. then beberapa hari, sir bagi buku anu student journal, apakah.

yatah ada personal info. aku buat nama ex ku," Siti Halimatul Sa'adiah ".

so dari sana baru tah durang tau apa ertinya. ahahha pacah, lmeo.

2010-04-02T11:25:00.000-07:00

awwww!

- you're so sweet :D -

can i taste you?

AHAHAHHAHA! but yeah, kau sweet.

i miss you^^,)

2010-03-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

wuii tampakang! ahahaha.

eh hari ani(24.3.10) ke siukkan ku plus letih. fuck :/ mau tau about my "whee" day?

tadi subuh aku akhir tidur wah, kul 4 or 5 kali tu baru ku tidur. then aku bangun kul 8. ahahhaha! orang bujang yo, cuti sekolah lagi kan :)

then aku check my phone. ada message dari kawan ku si waie. katanya aku jadi ikut atau inda. bas kan jalan ni. i was like, apakan.. melayu wah. then baru tah ku ingat, pacah ehh. aku ada BBQ at pantai seri kenangan.

tarus ku mandi eh, tu pun mandi itik. pakai baju. jalan tarus. breakfast pun nada wah, ha. on my way to sekolah(kami meet di sekolah, then jalan ke pantai seri kenangan pakai bas), aku call si waie. katanya durang jalan sudah kawasan rimba. and aku pun apa lagi, aku suruh durang stop lah arah bawah jambatan rimba ah. mummy ku driving, Subhanallah! 100 1000 kereta putung nya. atu lagi nada laju. lawan belumba wah, kalah kali kamu eh. ahahhaha! mummy ku pakai kereta skyline. dalam 5 6 minit, sampai tah ku ke bas.

time tu aku bawa guitar, yeah! :)

then kami jalan lah ke pantai. mummy ku balik.

dalam bas ahh, shal boring. alolo~ macam apa. lonely ku dalam bas ah. guitar nganya pat ku begay.

10 minit plus ku lonely, ha.

then sudah sampai, kami serbu pat pondok. ahahha! takut kana ambil leh orang. ehh! kamu tau apa? banyak kawan ku dalam class bepunya sudah, couple couple. like,"shal. jealous ku. mun ku inda putus sama si aniz wah, gerenti gembira hidup ku." but apakan daya, takdir. hoho.

kawan ku bejiwang sama partner nya. aku pun bejiwang lah jua sama guitar ku. eh arah guitar ku ada nama si aniz yo. inda kamu jealous? eh jealous saja wah. luan jua ehh. apaan ahahahha

siuk ehh, ramai ramai lagi menyanyi tuu. yeah! macam concert. kami mandi lagii. ek, hitam tarus muka ku. baju lagi nada ku bawa. pacah.

eh yoooooo! AYAM NYA GILA BOIE SHAL MAMBANG NYAMANNYA. ahahhaaha! banyak tadi makanan ah, ayam, spaghetti, mee, apa lagi, gula gula, chocalate, 100 plus, 7 up etc. baik ku sabut semua. ahahhaha! nada lah, aku ni banarnya kan buat kamu seliur :O

kami BBQ dari kul 8 am lalu until 4 pm. lalah eh, tidur lagi inda cukup. sudah ku 4, kami balik. yeah!

yatah dalam bas, kami nyanyi. ahhahaha! siuk gileee. seorang seorang ngalih, tidur. kami ngacau. pacah..

bising lagi tu dalam bas ah. ahahhaha. jealous ku meliat eh kawan ku be partner ah, aku, si ikmal, si reii, si syaz s, si pijul, si fai and adiknya, inda ku tau namanya, si haziq and banyak lagi lah nada partner.

sudah sampai ke sekolah. parents ku ngaga. balik kajap, mandi tukar baju. then ke gadong ku lagii. si naqib bawa. lalah eh hari ani, banar. macam biasa, main cs sama durang adek and nazif, jalan jalan, makan. macam biasa lah. then aku balik. aku ke gadong around 5 plus and balik around 9.30.

banarnya ngalih bah ni ku menaip. ahahhahahaha! bah

2010-03-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

i'm bored.

nada kan di update.

anyway, hello! what's up?

time atu aku jalan ke gadong(21.03.10) siuk :D

aku bangun around 1 plus pm. aku kan minta hantar rah boss ku ke gadong, it's normal. but diorang was at majlis jemputan. so, inda jadi. aku msg kawan ku, si Naqib supaya ambil aku. ea pun mau. ea ambil aku around 3. ke gadong kira kira 3 lalu kan kul 4, cematu lah. don't know.

sudah sampai, cari kawan lagi. jumpa tia si nazif sama si adek. so kami jalan lah sama sama. yeah!

adek bawa liat wayang tadi, cerita V3. cerita malaysia ah. siuk atu, siuk pulang. tapi inda berapa. sadang lah.

tapi aku kan liat alice in wonderland. gilerr, liat trial nya pun balik balik ah. atu lagi nada siuk..

kami masuk wayang dalam kul 6.30 tapi sebelum atu main cs dulu. aku sama si adek leading kali, ranking. ahaha!

siuk gilaa. baru 2 map. first map si adek leading. second map aku. sayur wah durang ah. macam lawan bot. ahahhaaha! pacah. then ke Mall. si naqib ani pukima sial lapar. so singgah tah dulu ke food court, makan mee. seliur kuu. ahahha pacah! then habis naqib makan, beli popcorn jom tarus liat V3. ghaa!

baik tah kamu liat. pukima tuu. malaysia punya lakonan macam mengikutkan orang asing sudah ah. nada lagi besensid tuu. macam middle finger naik. i was like "gila juaaa o.O RUGGED!" ahahahha!

then sudah habis liat cerita, makan. yeah!

eh aku ada soalan. banyak banyak makanan, makanan apa yang nyaman? :) paliiiiinnnggg nyamaan, nyaman sampai ke tahap maxima.

inda tauu? jawapan makanan FREE! wawawa.

yatah si adek lanja kami makan, arah "Ahan Thai" yo. Lurus kah tu ejaannya ah?

maklum, orang kayo. aku order chicken sweet & sour. tapi banarnya aku kan order butter prawn, favorite ku. tapi mahal so inda jadi. kesian ku meliat muka si adek ah. nanti karih karih ya membayar, ha.

then balik ke mall, macam biasa, jalan jalan jual murah cari chicks. sudah atu balik. alolo~

2010-03-11T08:30:00.000-08:00

WHY DOES RELATIONSHIP ALWAYS END WITH TEARS?

god, heal my broken heart please.. i had enough of this.

i don't wanna brake my relationship with aniz, seriously.

but why she do this to me? asking questions that make our love fades.

she told me that she like someone else.

what happen to our promises?

uhh i just can't let her go. she's everything to me.

i love her more than i love myself. i'm not just saying, this is the truth!

in 2 3 months later this love will totally disappear

and that guy she like will replace me, i just can feel it.

oh my god! this is the first time my heart hurts like hell.

i just can't accept this!

my girl hurts me, my parents mad at me, my friends being rude to me

ah, come on! :'( i ain't perfect like you all want me to be.

what kind of 'dugaan' you gave this to me Ya Allah!

please, i'm suffering here. give me some strength to pass through all of this!

i begging you :'(

2010-03-08T05:53:00.000-08:00

YEAH! hahahahaahaha!

2010-03-01T02:53:00.000-08:00

kinda not in mood :/ pasal girl ku juaa kan, ha.
nada lagi ku tau, confuse berabis ku. sakit kepala ku.
straight forward saja, aku cakap " i love you!", then kau replied "hmph".
rugged! :'D

aku tau lah kau marah at someone, indakan sampai your boyfriend pun involve?
sampai nadee pun cakap arah aku," putus kau kah sama si aniz?"
i said," inda. kenapa?"
"menipuuuu!", she said.
i dont even know the meaning of this.
mungkin kau tejumpa lelaki lain, i dont know.
mungkin salah ku, so minta maaf. i know it's not enough to say im sorry but what else i can do?
IF kau mau minta putus kah apa, gitau tah awal awal. alright? aku nada mau kana sakiti, tu saja. dalam ketakutan sudah ku niii :'|
sayang berabis ku kan kau niz. syukur ku sudah dapat kauu, banar.
but masalahnya nada ku tau cemana buat kau gembira. sekiranya tejumpa tia jua kau lelaki yang kau rasa dapat mereplace tempat ku di hati mu, ambil lah peluang atu, alright? aku cinta kau sesangat, swear :')

sorry lah readers, blog lah tempat ku meluah kan perasaaan ku yang sebenar. so then farewell.

2010-02-18T08:11:00.000-08:00

I REALLY LOVE YOU SITI HALIMATUL SAADIAH! I DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO EVEN IF THE OCEANS DRY, EVEN IF THE WORLD ENDS. I WILL STILL STAY THE WAY I FEEL TO YOU. I SWEAR I WILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY FUCKING HEART. I'LL PROVE IT TO ANYONE THAT YOU'RE MINE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT, I FELT WEIRD AND GUILTY IF YOU'RE NOT IN MOOD. SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU WANNA CRY. I'LL TRY NOT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS OR HURT YOU LIKE WHATSOEVER AS I PROMISE NOT TO HURT YOU(apaan).

I'M REALLY SORRY I RARELY TREAT YOU LIKE BEFORE AND IF THIS MAKE OUR LOVE FADE AWAY, BLAME ME. BUT PLEASE DON'T ASK FOR A BRAKE UP, I BEGGING YOU :/ I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH ANIZ!

jiwang eh, ha. and minta maaf ah kalau ada language error. ni ku luah kan perasaan ku direct dari hati ku yang tulus ikhlas. chewah! ahahahaaha :D

2010-02-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

hello guys ;)

maaf tak update lagi blog ani, sibuk dengan masalah pelajaran nganya. kini aku berada di menengah 5 yang membuat aku pening setiap hari, berehat pun mengambil masa 5 jam, ha.

nak beritahu kamu sesuatu, mungkin aku yang bersalah atau mungkin kerana situasi panas begini atau mungkin takdir. aku mengakun lah yang aku ani inda berapa sempurna(siapa jua sempurna), aku ani biasa biasa jua nganya kan, inda pandai bercinta, mengikut keadaan yang di tuju, suka melihat orang senyum gelak ketawa apa kan, cematu lah ah

tapi ada sesuatu yang membuat aku macam ada yang nada kena, antah aku pun inda tau. mungkin sebab orang yang di sekeliling aku atau.. mungkin kerana hati ku ani. Jikalau bercinta dengan aku ani membuat kawan kamu benci pada kamu, lebih baik jangan tah bercinta dengan aku. seperti yang aku cakap, aku ani memang inda pandai bercinta. Dan jikalau bercinta dengan aku membuat kamu tak bahagia dari sebelumnya, lebih baik tinggalkan saja.

aku cuma dapat merasa sesuatu yang buruk. aku ani cuma meluahkan saja apa yang ada dalam kandungan isi hati ku ani. so maaf kan aku ah jika kasar atau apa. aku ani betul betul, benar kan cinta mu wah, benar tak bohong. aku cuma ingin melihat kau bahagia dan seronok. aku ani kadang siuk sendiri, kadang siuk dengan teman sehinggakan lupa tentang kau. maklum lah, masih muda. ingin kebebasan melanda diri ani. credit telefon bimbit pun jarang top up. online pun selalu away. mungkin kau sudah mencari lelaki yang dapat menganti kan kedudukan ku ani.

so, demi kebahagia kau pilih lah sama ada nak terus kan sama aku atau sebaliknya.. pikir lah masak masak. tapi supaya hati ku tak sakit ke tahap maximum, lebih baik jangan di putusi. ku harap kau kan setia pada aku sampai bila bila. AMIN~

(maaf jiwang. saja meluah kan isi hati ;)

2010-01-14T02:38:00.000-08:00

ibubapa mana sanggup tinggalkan anak nya? nada kan? ADA! jangan silap.
and siapa sanggup menuggu terlampau lama sampai 2 3 jam? nada kan?

ada cerita luan buduh ani, pukima sialan mandau. time habis sekolah, ada hujan labat inda beranti. ada lelaki ani stay pasal ada kelas tambahan, tapi sebelum kelas tambahan bermula, lelaki ani bejalan ke sesuatu tempat yang jauh untuk bejumpa dengan girlnya. durang dua ani bejanji kan jumpa rah sesuatu tempat. yatah lelaki ani apa lagi, jalan lah ke tempat atu dengan bajunya yang basah kuyup atu. sanggup ya ni bejumpa girlnya walaupun hujan melanda, banjir dan apa apa halangan.
sudah sampai ke sesuatu tempat, lelaki ani tunggu. tunggu punya tunggu, nada muncul girlnya ani. so, lelaki ani balik saja ke sekolahnya dengan merasa sangat kecewa dan sedih. dengan hatinya yang kecewa, ea merasa menyasal ulang alik inda paidah paidah.

class tambahan lelaki ani bermula pukul 1 lalu sampai kul 2 lalu. jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 12.59. so, lelaki ani begagas lah ke sekolahnya untuk menghadiri class tambahan atu. nasib baik cikgu nya belum datang. *skip cerita sekwaktu lelaki ani dalam kelas*
sudah habis class tersebut iaitu pukul 2 lalu, lelaki ani menunggu bapanya. balik balik di message macam sepalui, nadada reply bapanya anii. so, ea ani tunggu saja. tunggu punya tunggu sehingga jam menunjukkan pukul 4 lalu, baru tia datang bapanya anii.
kesian kan budak anii? ceh.

sudah masuk dalam kereta, tanya nya bapanya ani."nada kita terima message kediaku kah? balik balik ku message, buang credit saja." dengan kata kata marah yang terpendam didalam hati. bapanya ani mereply,"nada pun kau message. satu pun nada, kalau inda percaya check tia hp ku, nahh". so lelaki ani inda lah ingau. duduk ea saja dalam kereta dengan parutnya yang lapar berabis dan pakaian yang basah kuyup atu.
kesian ah? baik kamu kesian ka ni budak ah

dalam perjalan pulang, banjir melanda di tengah tengah jalan menyebabkan kereta inda dapat masuk. kira kira dalamnya, sampai ke paha lah cematu. so inda lah dapat masuk kereta bapanya ani. semetara menunggu banjir ani surut, tinggalkan anaknya ani rah restaurant dan bapanya ani bejanji kan mengambil ea balik selepas mengambil anak anak nya yang lain yang masih bersekolah.

dalam beberapa minit berlalu, lelaki ani habis sudah makan arah restaurant. menunggu lah lelaki ani kan bapanya. kira kira dalam 1-2 jam lah lelaki ani menunggu. tiba tiba ada message bapanya ani,"alum kau balik?". lelaki ani nada dapat reply message bapanya ani pasal creditnya mansuh.
so ea tunggu lah saja sampai bapanya datang. inda batah atu, ada message lagi sekali. tapi yang ani bukan bapanya. mamanya... messagenya,"kami behampiran kawasan banjir sudah nii kan sampai dirumah, lum kau balik lagi?". lelaki ani membaca saja messagenya ani dan masih berharap supaya di ambil. dalam keadaan hujan dan banjir serta ingau, lelaki ani bejalan tah saja dalam hujan atu ke rumah.
luan buduh punya bapa, benjanji inda pandai belurus. BUDUH!

so, jalan tia dalam hujan dengan hatinya yang sungguh kecewa sekali. lelaki ani macam inda kana ingau leh indungnya lagi, kesian eh :( lelaki ani merasa macam ingin balas dendam. sungguh malang harinya, rasa macam mau menangis lah lelaki anii.

THE END!

kesian kah yo lelaki ah? pfft. buduh ah punya bapa. benjanji inda pandai belurus. menunggu orang pun sampai 4-5 jam wah. gila gilaaa.
eh, kalau kamu mau tau, lelaki ani adalah..
aku :'(
atu lah yang terjadi rah aku pada hari ani(14.1.10)

2010-01-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

hello readers. sorry lama nada update. si tee suruh update ah, disturbing eh :/
anyway, aku bored plus mengantuk. kemarin aku tidur 2 lalu ah pasal meliat match.
awal lagi bangun tu sekolah, motherfucker.

and sekarang pukul 12.26, ingin pergi tidur menikmati keindahan fantasi yang lama ku idami, apaan, ha :)
diluar lagi hujan. sejuk ni eh, gerenti nyaman ku tidur ni karang. wawawa~
EHH, tadi ku jumpa girl ku rah gerai, tamu selera ah. tarus jumpa si naqib.
damn it, rindu ku rah girl ku sesangat :(
kau ni punya pasal baie! nada dih.
ea kiss aku, aku kiss ea. i jump, she jump. i punch, she punch. sehati sejiwa kali ah.
inda kamu jealous tuu? aku tau kamu jealous. ya kan?
mun inda jealous, diam saja! ngerti deh? hahaha! :D

lapas jumpa girl ku, aku ontheway ke sekolah ku dengan pakaian yang bebau, sialan pukima bagas hujan. habis basah kuyup bah. tapi inda apa. ada ganjarannya jua :D
yatah sudah ku sampai sekolah, kana bawa makan. aiiishh!
yatah paling nyaman tu ah. pizza buatan sendiri, orang F&N buat. aku makan eh. gila babi nyaman nya. rasakan macam kan khawin wah sama pizza ah.
full ku selajur, hah! seliur kamu? tau ku tuu. bali wah :D

ehh, atuu.. tahun ani macam, jarang sudah ku melayan girl ku ah pasal sekolah, then malamnya lepak. sorry hantap babe, busy nganya ku. sorry eii? i deeply inlove with youuu, ha. (K)
and esok girl ku ke smja, dating kami ni. wheeee! pfft, ha. ting tong. wuii! apaan-.-"

bah atu saja. amput mama mu(if kau ani lelaki), amput bapa mu(if kau ani bini bini)
peace :D jangan marah marah, tua karang. hahahaha!

2009-12-30T06:00:00.000-08:00

30th December, aku jalan with aniz yo. yeah baby, ha!
arah gadong tadi.. siuk eh :D

i will never get bored with you niz, walk with you, holding your hands, kiss you on the cheek and watch movies with you. eyoohh apaan -.-"
eh, tadi aku jumpa si gladys, si emily, douglas, daus, lafus, zainul, adik si lafus, julilmi, julajmi, wafik, sayy, waie, abang boboy, ka alai, esah, and miijan. yeah!

eh, tadi time ontheway balik, sial. kana propose ku tadi. mau tau siapa? lelaki wah. sandi wah tuu.. inda ku melayan, aku ignore saja macam girls. eyoohh..
cool berabis aku atu eh, sampai lelaki pun terpikatkan aku ah. aish, biasa.. si mimin kalii :D ahahahaha! famous eh, basar lubang hidung ku tarus.

2009-12-25T07:58:00.000-08:00

woot woot.
yeah, tadi kami lawan cs sama si wafiy. ahahaha! 4 -0 wah. gila gila.. kesian pulang ku meliat durang. jalan tadi pukul 2 lalu ke contessa. habis around 5 kalii. tak ingat.. then ke mall sekejap. beli minuman, sigup.

lapas atu ke salambigar. ada birhtday party yo. wheee! puas kami makan. ahahaha! nyaman eh.
ada ayam, spagetti, satih, nasi, daging, apa lagi ah.. nyaman eh. kenyang perut leh nya.
ahahahaha! terseliur? makan lah, ha ;p
ada bouncer lagi, slide. tapi kami inda main :( nada bawa baju tadi ah. umm~

then balik dari sana, ke pantai serasa lagi. aish, siuk eh.. sajuk lagi. mun bejiwang sama girl ku wah, inda lagi inda siuk. nyaman wah tuu. ahahaha! apaan..
kami bakar lagi, putik kayu.. ada sajuk, ada panas. macam syurga eh, ha.

then balik. kul 12 wah baru balik ah. over siuk wah tuu. celebrate kemenangan tani lah tu. wuhoo! ahahaha, siuk eh hari ani ah.. tapi kawan ku ada bawa aku tadi, ke empire. inda ku tau behapa.. begay kalii. ahahaha, nada dih. tapi aku inda ikut. malas ku eh..

and aku rindu girl ku :( ea bawa aku esok(ahad) ah ke gadong. banarnya si zuen pulang bawa. tapi balum confirm. heh.. and aku ngantuk. shit :/ bah, lain kali tah lagi post. whehehe! apaan

2009-12-23T05:10:00.001-08:00

ehh, nama nya Taylor dooley! ahahaha.. yes, dapat. woohoo! i mean nama benar lavagirl. yeah baby! apaan -.-" sekadar

2009-12-23T02:39:00.000-08:00

ehh, no wonder he looks familiar.
rupanya pelakon dari SHARK BOY & LAVA GIRL. shit!
sii Taylor Lautner, tau? dari cerita twilight, si Jacob yang wolf. ahahaha! si shark boy rupanya, gilee. i miss that cerita :( ahahaha! lame -.-"
i dont know the real name si lava girl. damn, shes soo fuckin' HOT! ahahaha..

2009-12-21T12:28:00.000-08:00

dude, i just watched another Cinderella story :D it was totally awesome dude! the dance, the freaking mom, the song.. hell yea! ahahaha.. dilakunkan oleh Selena Gomez which i admire soo much(my girl will totally jealous if she read this) ahahaha! eh, she kissed someone :( i mean Selena. huh! jealous much.. okay, ohh. ehh look at her face? isn't she cute? apaan. my girl lagi cute :P

2009-12-20T11:51:00.000-08:00

WHAT IS LOVE?

2009-12-18T12:29:00.000-08:00

today is the forth day without ma baby. ahahaaha! aniz, i love youu :D apaan

2009-12-17T02:17:00.000-08:00

third day without aniz :/

yesterday i went gadong with adek, najib, aweng, yuii, nana, pauline, douglas, nudge(kalii) and girl si nudge, antah inda ku tau namanya. tani gadong until 7 8 plus kalii. antah ah..

anyways, sudah balik aku tidur rumah si adek, tutong ah :S jauh yoo.. ahahahaha!

2009-12-14T12:58:00.000-08:00

First day without aniz. yeaa, im friggin' bored! -.-" its 5.03 in the morning(15 dec) and can't even go to sleep. i think around 6 kali i'll go off. mahhnn! i miss you a lot shs. i'll wait for your messages, text every single night nii. eyoohh, apaan. jiwang :D and later around 7 pm, aku ke netcom or rainforest watching my friends main cs. aku inda main cause my things kana pinjam :/

2009-12-14T04:25:00.000-08:00

pssstt, ha. today girl ku belayar. antah nada tau bila ea balik.

aku rindu ea berabis :/ ahahaha, lame! anyways, aku search arah google, shs'.

ada gambar ani keluar. ahahaha! rugged kali err.

yang ani i think sekolah kalii, kali lah ah.

ani cap yang aku kan beli. ahahahha, joke -.-"

ani sekolah juaa. sekolah shs! esok lusa pindah ku kemari eh. ahahaha! rugged kali ah, nama girl ku wah tuu. apaan, kambang :S ahahaha!

2009-12-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

i'm addicted to aniz, hah :")

2009-12-11T09:46:00.000-08:00

emo ku eh :"( macam nada mood ku hari ani. esok aku banyak activity ah,December 13 :S

awal awal planning main cs arah netcom, ada match then main bola, then ke jerudong park, then lan party. banyak eh, gileerr. kusut ku eh.

barang apa semua ready sudah. takut ku inda jadi :/ girl ku ani macam nada jua mau melayan. MACAM, bukan sudah. sober ehhh~

main cs kul 1 lalu - inda jadi, alhamdulilah! paidah siapkan barang.

main bola kul 2 -confirm datang

ke jerudong park kul 5 - maybe, alum confirm

lan party kul antah -confirm datang

kusut gila ku eh! girl ku lagi kan belayar nii. hari ani 12th December. dalam 2 hari lagii..

rindu to the max sudah.. belayar ea lagi. antah antah rindu overload kali sudah. rindu sampai ke tahap maximum maximum nya. inda ku tau apa lagi kan di panggil..

dalam 2 hari lagi ani wah.. laju jua masa ani eh!

mun ku dapat beranti kan masa, syukur alhamdulilah, senang jua hati. betaubat ku setiap hari. inda lagi ku buat dusa :S macam cerita heroes ah.

sampat lagi ku menangis tadi sekajap :/ sekajap saja, jangan tah batah. malu ku karang.. baru ku terclick bah yang ea kan belayar dalam masa 2 hari ah, boie! hah.

2009-12-10T09:48:00.001-08:00

check this out y'all, ha!

kemarin aku punya monthsary sama aniz, yoooo! ahaha, apaan -.-"

alright, aku ada satu cerita. nak baca tak? okay, sebelum ku cerita, bagi orang yang lemah jantung, pregnant, stroke atau bepenyakit yang tidak lagi lama nazak, tak perlu di baca. mati karang kamu inda paidah paidah, okay? bukannya kasar. untuk kebaikkan kamu jua.

eyoohhh, apaan. setaie aku ah, ha!

bah, check check rock rock \m/

tadi aku ke gadong sama kawan ku si alif, daus, jul, nul, naqib, najib sama cousinnya. aku terjumpa si tee :D siapa lagi ku jumpa ah? umm, atu saja kalii. ehhh, si ikmal jua sama adiknya si iffah. ahahaha.. aku, ikmal, iffah liat wayang. si daus lah jua tapi ea sama girl nya. kana lanja tadi oleh si iffah pasal ea pass pmb nya. syukur alhamdulilah.. ahahaha!

kami liat cerita santau. atuu boringg. boring berabis, banyak mengajut. ada jua lah ku takut. ahahaha! ada lagi tuu ea makan talur yang ada darah,cacing and macam macam lah. mati kan muntah ku wah meliat ah. baik jua ku inda muntah. mun muntah wah, mambang wah tuu. dalam wayang lagi tuuu :S tapi nasib lah inda, mun ku muntah jua tadi, ku lanja kamu ni siapa yang membaca post ku ani. ahahahaha! :D

pasal kemarin lagi, time monthsary ku. aku bewebcam sama shs and si gladys sampai kul 5 plus. girl ku ketawa saja wah, antah. mun panggil gila, inda jua ku sanggup :S ahaha! nada dih. ketawa saja lah girl ku.

yatah time habis webcam, tidur. lalah sudah. start sini yang siuk. uhum uhum!

aku mimpi pasal girl ku wah yooooo.. ahahahaha! sumpah tak tipu. time atu aku tempat class kali atau pat mana kah, ramai orang, party. girl ku ada jua. LAWA BERABIS YO! ea makai dress putih, macam angel ani wah :'S jealous ku eh. aku mau jua makai dress sekali. huh!

then aku sama ea menari, ahahaha! crack eh. menari apakah.. banar banar, inda ku tipu nii. yatah arah meja ada kek. ada orang ani mutung wah. bagi nya semua orang. yatah orang atu ex ku, shit :/

lapas atu girl ku ani becakap sama ex ku ani, macam bekawan lah, mesra banar. malas ku bagitau girl ku yang ea atu ex ku. ahahaha!

crack eh gila eh.. lapas atu bangun tah kuu. huhu! siuk kali ah mimpi ah. mun dapat mimpi yang sweet sweet kan siuk.

ahahahaha! adang tah eh. sampai atu saja. MALU KUUU ;$

2009-12-07T10:34:00.000-08:00

EP 1 2 3 GO!

ha. apaan -.-"

anyway, tadi i went gadong with effie, matin, hasdi( i guess) and amiirr.
giler boring ku tadi ah. actually nya aku kan sleepover arah rumah kawan ku but then inda jadi. last minit bah kana gitau ah. kau tuu punya pasal :"(
menyasal ku bawa banyak barang eh.. huh
boring banar tadi atu eh. EHH! aku jumpa si Douglas jua, Pauline, sama si Zeey di WS.

alright! esok lagi gadong sama chicks. mau join? msg aku.. alright? ha! nada dih. aku with girl ku si SHS! liat wayang new moon, kalii. tak tahuu.. si gladys pun ikut sama boy nya si W. ha!

okay, atu saja. speechless yo nada lagi kan di describe.. pfft :/

2009-12-06T03:26:00.000-08:00

pssssttt! READ THIS.. my conversation sama shs' :D

aniz : can i call you "mine"?

me : that's not my name I'm..

YOURS. :">

eyoohh, apaan.. ha! nada dih.

2009-12-03T15:56:00.000-08:00

heh! update lagi.. atuu, aku mau liat new moon sama girl ku :/ antah bila kah..
ahahaha! lain kah gambar ah? ani yang baru punya version 2. mau liat? tunggu lah keluarannya :D

2009-12-03T14:56:00.000-08:00

aku suka MILO! ha.
well, bukan pulang milo tuu.. air sajuk. ahahaha! :p

2009-12-03T10:54:00.000-08:00

its 2.54 in the morning, and today's Friday. I'm still awake watching volcano high school (Japanese).
tak ada mood and bored, so liat movie saja.. huh! atu pun begarit sudah, payah ku meliat.

FUCK!!
my girlfriend and i kelaie for no reason, dayumn.
ea kasar boleh, aku kasar inda boleh :'( antah, kelaie banar kah inda.
mantang mantang ea muda aku tua.
boie wah, kali ke dua kali aku and ea kelaie. baik jua ku mengalah. kalau ku jahat wah, nada ku pikir ea girl kuu. baik ku pikir aku single, puas. nada kelaie!
but i still love her, more than i love anybody. and it's SHIT!
i can't even forget about her, boie.. addicted sudah bah. but i wont let her go :'/
MOTHERFATHER! i wish no one will read this..
antah eh, hindi ko alam!
BALIW TANGA BAKLA!

huh, sorry for swearing. i just wanna let it all out..
and one more thing, her sikap wah, tomboy bah, kali. i asked my friends cemana ulahnya, and kebanyakkan cakap tomboy. all i know ulahnya kasar, inda pulang selalu.
and aku jua lah, i admit it but kadang saja lah. aku suka becali :( sometimes inda pulang menjadi and sometimes menyakitkan hati but i love to see people smile and laugh, thats all :'S
especially girl ku, damn her laugh makes me hyper and her smile makes me fuck her. eyoohh apaan :'D nada dih.. her smile makes me feel macam flying :')
alright, atu tah saja.. good subuh! tc y'all..
and for you my baby(baby eh, sejak bila aku panggil girl ku baby), i want you to know that whatever happen, you're still mine, i love you! always remember that and sorry for my broken english :'D

APAKAN NII!! JIWANG EHHHH!! bah eh, fuck youuuu..

DAYUMN IM BORED!

2009-11-29T23:33:00.000-08:00

hello there! angels from my nightmare.. eyoohh, pandai ku menyanyi tu ah :D ahahaha!

uhuum uhum, atuu.. aku friggin bored :/ nada kan di buat.. ada pulang tadi kan ke gadong around 1 lalu sama kawan cari keraja tarus liat wayang. terbangun ku sudah kul 12 tengahari, tapi tertidur tah jua ku bebalik. lapas atu ada kereta ani, terabang bah ke pintu ku. nasib baik ku elak. mun inda, mati ku eh.. so, last last aku jadi spiderman saja, menyelamatkan kan orang.

woaaa, apakan aku ah.. OUT! ahahaha.. nada dih. okay, sambung kat, tapi tertidur tah jua ku bebalik. sampai kul 3 lalu ku tertidur :/ maklum lah, menjadi kelawar saja. so, inda jadi ke gadong. maybe karang kali pukul 5 lalu(atu ahiiiirrr). and girl ku lagi rah opis mamanya. behapa kah, jadi security kali apa..

uhum uhummmm,

tadi subuh aku meliat cerita sunflowers, cerita japanese kali, antah tak tahu.. siuk gilee :'D

aku chatting with my aniz jua tadi subuh, and webcam lah jua.. wheee!

tapi yang membuat aku pening, dia tak buat nama ku kat nick dia. laaaa~

tapi tak apa, aku paham. maybe pasal abangnya kali tagur ea balik balik..

alright! sampai di sini saja cerita aku dan blog. nanti lagi menyambung eii? dont worry, ada ku nii.. apakan, tarang tarang nada orang membaca blog ku ah :/

Updating..

2009-11-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

hello! just updating my blog :)

um, tomorrow is the last day for my exam. huh, nyaman jua rasanya..
rambut ku panjang and kana tegur sudah but aku nada mau gunting. rugged kali sudah, old school :D

atuu, aku rindu girlfriend ku yang aku truly sayaaang! dayumn, rindu ku ea but time atu, 1st November ea tampar aku arah gadong, west street :'S
she said yang aku ani over beibun and inda merasa kewujutan nya, i guess. cematu kali ea cakap, i don't know..
tahu lah aku ani macamana, suka joking around. kalau nada joke, serious saja dalam relationship, boring jua tuu. right?

and aku kesian kan ea :( cause mamanya patahi line nya. kali lah ah, adiknya bagitau aku..
so,aku kan minjamkan line ku. aku pakai line kawan ku.
senang jua becontact, um~

okay,atu saja kali. my head sakit ah bagas main basketball ;S
alright takecare!

Amir's note. rugged giler!

2009-10-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

i got this from my friend's note kat facebook. yang ni rugged, saya suka :)

I feel in love with you
and then you broke my heart,
i knew never to love a player,
i was wrong from the start . . .
Loving you was like ripping out
my heart.
I refused to looked around me
and see.
All the terrible things you were
doing to me,
i was in my own world and i
didn`t see all the trouble you
were,
i was deeply in love.
Now that`s all ruined, you see,
all becaused you played me,
you had looks,
you were slick with your
words.
You knew just what to say,
i was foolish to think
we were made for each other,
i always prayed you
would never love another,
i wanted us to always be with
each other.

Loving a player is one of the
hardest thing ever,
i have learned a lot
from my experiences with you
my heart was broken into two.
I know now, as i look back on
my past.
Dating a player will never last,
so, in my future i`ll watch what
i do,
i won`t date anymore players.
But i`ll still always love you .

stress will come to me, soon!

2009-10-21T01:24:00.000-07:00

good evening! aku rasa bosan la petang ni. tak tahu nak buat apa.. aku nak pergi tidur, again but tak dapat. tomorrow aku pergi sekolah and tawakal for the exam. stress will come to me malam nii. and i found gambar ni dari salah satu website. gambar ni cool and rugged, i loike :) mengingatkan aku kepada seseorang yang aku cintai. eyaah, jiwang pulak. um, sampai sini saja. takercare!

Dear love,

2009-10-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

one day i will disappear completely. This post will be nothing. The earth will tired of me. You will tired of me, and i will tired of my own. But i will never tired of you. I make friend with the sun.. So, i can share every sun rise with you and you can share every sun rise with me. For you, there will be no ending. even my fantasy cause my life started when i love you and i want it end the same. You're with me in my journey. You always beside me. But you never give your true love at me. I'm close to let you go,but you always appear inside my eyes. I really love you!

If you dont want my stinky love, just please. Let me love you.. ♥

wuhooow!

2009-10-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

finally.. siap jugak akhirnya blog ku. heyh! berjam ni tau ku buat. dari yesterday which is Monday , October 19 until now Tuesday , October 20 at 10.20pm. ghaa! letih, and i haven't study for my exam ;s
i bet all form 3 students having fun with their freedom. i want freedom jugak! tunggu habis exam saja lah.

i'm not a Newbie!

2009-10-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

hei guys! umm, this is my new blog. the old one,aku delete cause i don't know ah. i just feel like it.. soo, have a nice day! oh, i forgot. my exam is around the corner . darn it :( wish me luck ey? thanks!